Wish You Were Here

I can be tough
I can be strong
But with you, It's not like that at all

There's a girl who gives a shit
Behind this wall
You just walk through it

And I remember all those crazy thing you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here


Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.


I love the way you are
It's who I am don't have to try hard
We always say, Say like it is
And the truth is that I really miss



All those crazy thing you said
You left them running through my head
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

All those crazy things we did
Didn't think about it just went with it
You're always there, you're everywhere
But right now I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.


No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go
Let go, Oh, Oh,

No, I don't wanna let go
I just wanna let you know
That I never wanna let go
Let go, Let go, Let go...


Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Here, Here, Here
I wish you were here

Damn, Damn, Damn,
What I'd do to have you
Near, Near, Near
I wish you were here.

Damn! i miss u!

Aih...

I'm so lazy to update my blog as u can see there's no July & August post. Cant help it. Too busy off now.

Yell.

I dunno what luck has came to me. Putih putih kena yelled at in the morning bcox the recipient did not get what i said. That messed up my day! What's worst is that i had no sales all day long till i had to keep pushing on hard thru the day only to provide an average figure. I couldn't take it & i left sharp at 6pm- which i normally don't.

To that person, i noe ur very stressed up to deliver ur performance but doesn't mean u can fuck up my day.

Moody Saturday.

All these while my Saturdays had been filled with the same routine which i always had enjoyed. Facial, massage, dinner ending with movie. Today was supposed to be the exact same routine but messed up when i had ran out of patient waiting. I've been hanging around the mall for a few hours before i meet the gang in the evening-its normal. I clearly DO understand that everyone has their own things to do at all time #fact. But not till a time when time was fixed at evening, u turn up late-2 hours from the time stated. Worst of all i was told that 'don't expect that ppl will even turn up at the time agreed'. I was like WOW.... i was fucking supposed to wait till all of u turn up????? And don't go telling me 'wat's wrong with waiting for a while' which i-don-know that in ur dictionary that a while stands for 2hours!. My GOD!

Pls kill me then. And all this just becox u said ' u pissed me off in the 1st place'. How the fucking old are u? Stil like 5 year old kids complaining????!!!! I know bcox i count on u guys to ferry me wherever we had to go. I understand & i'm thankful for that. I tried my best every time to help out as much as i could. Why am i always treated like this?

All i wanted is to be appreciated. If that's is so hard or i'm so fucking not worth it, then wat's the point of staying on???

Its already May 2011

Time to update again. This month is such a challenging month. Even last month was a tough one too. Guess sooner or later i had to leave. Recap what's in fat bunny's life thru pics!

Kelvin's b'day @ Zouk

Meet my Chloe babe @ Phuture.

=.=

CEO Jay 'Woh''s surprise @ Zouk

Group picture & noticed that my eyelashes failed me completely!

DumbStone Benji Moh's house warming & b'day partee.



I simply love my Bee95Moh camera!

A simple close up shot.

Look at the visible mascara.

Got my hair trimmed & colored that faithful day.

Don't you just love the layers. LOL

Just can't stop cam-whoring.

There you have it. Latest favorite style.

XoXo

Beautiful Nightmare

Last nite it was an awkward nite as i had such a horrible nigtmare. I dreamt of my BIG BOSS hunting me down. It was so scary that i forced myself to wake up from it. It has been a while that i had a nitemare. Guess the stress really hit me up to a level. FUCK it.

PORT Dinner.

Its my second year with the workplace & this is the 1st time i joined anything related to the workplace networking. So the department had a private party @CIAO KL which is not the 'chiao' anyway. Food wasn't good but I was lucky to have red wine flow all night long to keep me company.






And oh, I ended up partying in Velvet which gave me the opportunity to meet my babe...

CHLOE!

Don't Fade.

Whenever i feel down,
Whenever i'm free,
Whenever i feel stress out,
Whenever i feel happy..........

I would always look back,
Looking back to my younger days,
as a child,
as a daughter,
as a student,
as a young lady

And all of that is caped in my private folder,
A folder that contains me,
A folder that contains friends,
A folder that contains colleagues,
A folder that contains family members,
That i will always look into,
Without fail or bored,

Over & over again.

I miss everyone, everything, every moment I had with each of you.
Wished that time never had past us.

Quality time back home.

Been home last weekend in conjunction of renewing my insurance which required my big signature. Can't believe it was such an enjoyable weekend with all my cousins. Will be making more trip back home again.....


........and i just can't wait for it!

Fear

Can't really sleep well recently. Thx to the DF job, i'm stressed to the max till i'm so speechless. Its really horrible every nite going to sleep with fear and stress while waking up with fear and stress. What haD my life become of? A fearful one? This aint taking me anywhere. But i noe it can't change till another year is gone. Haih... FML!

March aint stupid.

This is an angry post or shud i say another angry post. I'm so pissed off with human's attitude of being so fake. And it happen so fast in a blink, JUST A BLINK! Yes, i'm refering to u, u u and u bitches out there. U think Xemanta Moh is farking stupid to believe ur fake stories, lame excuses???!! Unfortunately, ur in bad luck cox i aint stupid. Move ur tail and i farking noe wtf ur up to. Ur such a sohai, like for real seriously.

Feb-rua-ry.

February 2011 is ending. What have u done & how have u all been recently? I had the toughest February ever in my life. Things were quite happening beginning of the month with all the celebrations, drinking, gambling etc. But turns into drama when it comes back to sales in the office. I mean i struggled real hard in order to hit the minimum target required just to be entitled for the commission that has to be deducted somemore =.= i even gave up on the last 2 days of sales cox i was short of quite a huge amount of sales but Hallelujah! Thx to the Lord that miracle came upon me where i took a big step to cross over the number.

Sooner or later prolly i've may have high blood pressure or even heart attack. Guess this job aint as perfect nor easy to cope with. Prolly is a yes to others but most prolly it aint my future. Oh well, had some fun visiting Velvet with Mohs.













I'm very tired. Tomolo is a new month. Its a Zero again. GOD HELP ME!!!!!!! Grrrrrr...

ElCerdo @Changkat

Every Friday it became a routine that my colleagues & I normally goes hangout, enjoying the evening with drinks. This week, we went for some fine dining @ElCerdo in Changkat for the celebrations of Carol's post b'day. Served was Spanish food & pork was served so its a NON-HALAL dine.















We can't finish some of the food so gotta pack it & they have such a sweet paper bag!



It was heard that you'll get complimentary gift when celebrating b'days so Nat tried ask the waiter and she says "no such thing" led to disappointment to all of us. But in less than 10 mins, b'day song was sang & complimentary platter was served! How sweet!

Hapi b'day babe!

Closer look at the PIG.

After the billing, we were entitled in the running for some lucky draws, so here goes my comments!

Boy, did we have so much of fun.

2011-Bunny Resolutions.

Its that time again where i'm gonna set my target for a brand new year. Before that, let's recap the previous one(whether i had accomplished them or not!)

From my older post dated:

Sunday, January 3, 2010

2010 Resolution.

1. Smaller body frame & size. I think i looked kinda 'weird' in my frame, so HOPEFULLY a smaller frame will do wonders. (FAILED!)- this CNY, family members commented that i had put on weight
2. Better performance at work. I've been making uncountable mistakes in my daily routine and i wish for better efficiency and tremendous effort being put in it. (Passed!)-not much of mistakes in a month!
3. Stop being too kind to certain people. They just wanna make some benefits from me. (Neutral)-there is still more rooms for improvement.
4. Stop being too harsh on people. Some little angels that doesn't deserves bad treatments. But then again, i choose those lil' angels.(Neutral)-there is still more rooms for improvement.
5. No foul language in conversations. Be in in jokes or frustrations especially when fooling along with Jay Kok in hangout sessions. Fouls in blog is exceptional cox if i can't take the frust out even in my own blog, i'll go insane ok. (Passed!)-i still use them but....much lesser.
6. Make more new friends without forgetting existing friends. It doesn't hurt to socialize around to know more different people cox you'll get to learn a lot of pretty and ugly stuff from respective group.(Neutral)-well, there's no ending in making frenz.
7. Update my blog from time to time. Cox its really short of posts, i mean barely 50 posts in a year when i have 365 days in a year? What the heck was i doing! (FAILED!)-Lagi teruk. less than 50 posts.
8. Get my BlackBerry!. My must have. (Passed!)-having it for a year dy.
9. No more installment plans for outrageous amount of money. Either its a lump sum or leave it.(Neutral)-well, i normally do settle lump sum & i do rely on 0% CC installment. No harm right.
10. Manage my monthly expenditure. Need i say more.(Neutral)-ada income, mesti ada outcome. LOL
11. Keep everything in order. Neat and in proper order. (Passed!)
12. Stop taking cold drinks especially after a meal. It's not doing any good to my body while giving points to deposited fats.(FAILED!)-uhm.... the weather here too hot laaaaaa!

And there was a top-up part too....
I will have more water intake.(FAILED!)-too much cold drinks around.
I will restrain from manicures and pedicures for the time being.(Passed!)
Patient, patient & patient.(Neutral)-improvement needed.
Having faith in what i am capable of doing.(Neutral)-aint enuf.
Get into bed as early as possible to have sufficient energy for daily battles.(Passed!)-having sufficient energy.
Get my retarded pc a fix after having numerous break down for 6 mths!(Passed!)-spend a bomb to replace it!

Guess i gotta top up sumore.

• Get a new monitor
• Get a new car
• Put off the temper
• Fully utilize whatever supplements, cream, masks, mists etc,etc before topping up any stocks.
• Pass all my FAILED resolutions. teehee
  

Cny 2011-Bunny year.

This is the 5th day of the CNY 2011 & i'm already back from Penang & Ipoh. Seriously, I miss all the days i spent with my family members. The family warmth, atmosphere, communications..... But I know it would only happen once a year. I wish i can have that more often than just once a year basis. Sighs. Prolly i should make more trips back home..

The Casuarina tree on the right was there every since i was born!

Never bored of the beautiful scenery.

Over 20 years of sisterhood. We still stand strong.

My eldest uncle & wife who babysat me for years ever since i was born.

Enjoying mam mamz.

Barely 1/3 of my family members*winks*.

Awwwww.... The newest family member- Stanley aka
BingBing.

Happily married with a kid!

20years ago, we were like them =)

But still, i lead a happy life just like them!

AngPow! AngPow! I love you so much.

Evon sis (far right). My best sis-in-law.
Papa & Fat Bunny.

Me being myself.


While typing this post, I felt very emo and I'm shedding tears! Prolly its all about those picture that told me alot of stories. Before & after. How have each and everyone of us has changed. How our parents grew old. The time is coming soon for us to take over their place. Time flew, like a jet plane or maybe much faster. But one thing remains the same is that we are all One Family. That bond shall stand for eternity.

PS/: For this post, dad's son, Kenny, is excluded because i feel that you are just too far away from me with mum. You never know how to treat me right because you think I'm younger and I have to freaking respect you even you mistreated me. Let me tell you, THIS IS THE MODERN ERA. I DON'T HAVE TO GIVE U FACE IF YOU CAN'T SPELL THE WORD R.E.S.P.E.C.T. Treat me right & i shall respect you as an elderly. Oh yes, don't ever, mark my word, EVER raise your voice on me. I'M-NOT-AFRAID (Eminem)