weirdo.wtf

Many weird stuff happened to me these few days. At my work place there was tis uncle coming up to me n looked at me from head to toe. The same thing happened wen i was closing the main entrance of our premis but this time was an aunty. Walau eh...wtf is wrong wit all da ppl. Things got pretty bad lately for me...dunno why...but i stil can handle it. I thought too much myself-all da bad stuff, things that neva happened tho.wtf.

Tonight, i had the nite free all to myself, i looked thru all of my pics from da very first day i stepped into tis city till today. Of course all of the pics were happy times where i was with all my ex-classmates and present classmates. I realized myself that i have been blessed with loads of very good frenz that i often neglected due to the uncertainty of objectives in my life.wtf. I've been complaining that my life is nt as great as others who are and my eyes turned bloody gree towards other ppl's blessings. Yes, i admit that somehow good frenz do have arguements among each other but i'm grateful that they took me as i am. The hatred neva last longer den a day, yes its true except to me.

My heart has alwiz been carrying hatred due to my childhood experiences that i do not wanna mention nor do i wanna recall.wtf. Its neva too late to learn. I'm trying to learn how to let go and forgive ppl if i wan others to forgive me as the bible says. "Do unto others as you want others to do unto you". i'm nt sure its da exact phase but its something like tat la ok....I vow that i could becox if others can, so can i!!

i'm done!

phew!!!...just completed my news release. it took me just 2 hrs to complete it but i procrastinated it for a darn whole week?wtf...tis is me..i'm real..yeah...

tomolo MOS mou?wtf...its like dragging me off...wtf...

i'm off now...ZZZZZzzzzzzz...
sweet dreams!

in this club.wtf

Another weekend left me exhausted. It was a nite's out wit da gals in Quattro, the new place in Avenue K. Not really bad tho, but stil not my place....it's mostly filled wit all aunties & uncles who'll go for a lil' "joget-joget". wtf.

Fucking freezing could in the winter wit insufficient coats for rent caused me to catch the stupid flu, a disease that i could onli get once in a blue moon.wtf. I got drunk, fell down & cut my foot wit my very own heels.wtf. These are the very 1st time(s) tat happened in my life while in clubs.

Phathetic. Stuck with uninterested assignments wtf.

sleep mode wtf.

The rain moved in again recently causing me to drowse even more which led to countless sleeping hours i have everyday.wtf. sThis is the main cause for me to skip all my lectures in order nt to get wet n sticky all over me.... SOMEBODY PLS SLAP 7 ME!!!!!!!!WAKE UP!!!!WAKE UP!!!!!

Assignments are killing me as usual...onli week 6 but so much, i mean too much to do?! u tell me la, wtf!!!! Btw i have no idea of wat to do o wat syllabus are we in....UH OH!!! wat else could be worst???!!!Everyday i feel so tired & sleepy, wtf...wat's wrong....my tummy if growing like so wild i cant even stop it...cox i don have the time & energy to walk in for futher treatments. Come to treatments, i stil owe them an amout, wtf....

I VOW!!!! nt to increase anything else until i completely completed watever i've got ok? And PLS LA!!!! all the therapist DONT ever push anymore packages to me!!!Fucking sick and tired of it oredi!!!!!

In another thing..well its so inconvenient to be name here..hehehe...i tink it aint working too...maybe i put too much hope dy...NO, I DONT HAVE HOPE nor do i TRUST in HOPE anymore because it fucking cause me to lose everything tat i ever had for!!!!!Sigh...i'll just let life be on its on ok...no plans for now....let it be la...

Am looking forward for the next outing...freaking need my dose of insanity!!its about time thou...hahahah~till then...will keep u all updated...

muaks~