Tuesday, July 21, 2009

Clueless.

I really don't understand why were you sooooo frustrated with me... 3 weeks ago, we were talking tho not close at least there was simple conversation and greetings between us. A few days later, you looked grumpy and all towards me. Ok, maybe you were stressed bout work or studies, fine- that's your excuse i thought for you...But then again, i felt that you're kinda avoiding me...i.e eye contacts, gestures....Hey, i'm a good observer so don't think that i dunno k! Or maybe your shy huh?? And felt something's tinkling on between us??? OMFG, don't make me guess again...Brain's exhausted. You have no idea how happy i was to see you when i thought that i won't be seeing you. Sigh, excuse me for being so childish.

Ladies & Gentlemen,

I think i'm in love...

Wednesday, July 8, 2009

Parents somehow sucks!!!WTF.

I so hate it when it comes to having problem with parents...What the hell are they thinking...Its really not a necessary for children to suffer only to have a better life later in life because u're not guarantee of a luxurious life even u worked or gone thru hell for your past life....

And i so fucking hate my dysfunctional family because:

the mom is a mental problem patient who came out of nowhere. maybe retarted.

she's stingy, selfish, egoistic, bad tempered, having PMS all the fucking days she lived i guess.( and i'm so pissed off like forever for having her genes!!)

the worst mother anyone could ever had because she's an evil cult!!(don't tell me that i'll suffer the same when i have my own daughter cox i fucking won't be like you!!)

she treat 9 her daughter as a slave and pamper her OMFG! useless son who got probe into jail for stealing a soldier's cheapskate bicycle which cost barely around B$100!!(yes, i still rmb VERY CLEARLY how the fucking shit u got and took it out on me.wtfwtf.)

the son is exactly like the evil bitch whom i call son-of-the-bitch, show off-er just like her bitch mama.wtf.

is a stalker who tends to find my fault and kou jong(report) 9to his bitch mama and the next moment is daily drama u'll see in the not home but hell.

He's also a pain himself because he seem to just bring pain to ppl's life and i tink hell yeah alot of ppl LOVES to see him DEAD in the streets and i'll be the 1st one in line ok.wtf.

Dad aint much different from them cox he used to be the only one that i love in the family until i found out that he attempted to send me to the orphanage when i was 'abandoned' in Malaysia right after my grandma's funeral.wtf

Living here for the first few years here was really a nightmare where i was surrounded by 'ppl from hell' aka other family members who are also selfish & hou lan 7 pat(busybody) ppl

Although college fees were paid by him but now right after graduating when i said i needed to take a break and earning some extra pocket $$$ for my UK program, straightaway allowances were not given so that he could spend on his fucking 'girlfren' i guess.MCB.

How much more further would this carry on? i dunno. u cant blame me for being a green eye monster over other ppl's life cox i'm really fucking jealous ok. u tink i wanna-d this life? think again. It's bullshit man, i'm telling you!!