the time has come...

for me:

to get a wardrobe make-over!!
to embrace a brand new wild year!!!
to go back to basic.wtf
to study for exams before and afta the CNY.wtf
to get another new hairstyle i tink.

So Christmas is over, we're all heading for that year. The year with hopes, happiness and goodness. Can't wait to leave this fucking shit year and move on to a much betta one!

Btw, will be welcoming 2009 at Zouk with the complicated family. FINALLY!!!! ZOUK, here i come!!!

hapi b'day to my dearest!

Today's ur big day...
i wish u happy, healthy and well with ur life right now..
Wondering wat the heck are u doing now....
We both alwiz miss the opportunity to meet up
We both are so busy!
But still v alwiz remember each others' b'day...
Thx peep, for being a good fren...
Will neva forget a buddy like u!

its me...

1.13am in the midnight of a Thursday and i'm missing da tunes n beats...ZZzzzzzzz.....but i'm stuck at home.wtfwtf....Visited sevendays in the evening...gt a dress but unable to use it for the nite.Its use has been procrastinated..

weirdo.wtf

Many weird stuff happened to me these few days. At my work place there was tis uncle coming up to me n looked at me from head to toe. The same thing happened wen i was closing the main entrance of our premis but this time was an aunty. Walau eh...wtf is wrong wit all da ppl. Things got pretty bad lately for me...dunno why...but i stil can handle it. I thought too much myself-all da bad stuff, things that neva happened tho.wtf.

Tonight, i had the nite free all to myself, i looked thru all of my pics from da very first day i stepped into tis city till today. Of course all of the pics were happy times where i was with all my ex-classmates and present classmates. I realized myself that i have been blessed with loads of very good frenz that i often neglected due to the uncertainty of objectives in my life.wtf. I've been complaining that my life is nt as great as others who are and my eyes turned bloody gree towards other ppl's blessings. Yes, i admit that somehow good frenz do have arguements among each other but i'm grateful that they took me as i am. The hatred neva last longer den a day, yes its true except to me.

My heart has alwiz been carrying hatred due to my childhood experiences that i do not wanna mention nor do i wanna recall.wtf. Its neva too late to learn. I'm trying to learn how to let go and forgive ppl if i wan others to forgive me as the bible says. "Do unto others as you want others to do unto you". i'm nt sure its da exact phase but its something like tat la ok....I vow that i could becox if others can, so can i!!

i'm done!

phew!!!...just completed my news release. it took me just 2 hrs to complete it but i procrastinated it for a darn whole week?wtf...tis is me..i'm real..yeah...

tomolo MOS mou?wtf...its like dragging me off...wtf...

i'm off now...ZZZZZzzzzzzz...
sweet dreams!

in this club.wtf

Another weekend left me exhausted. It was a nite's out wit da gals in Quattro, the new place in Avenue K. Not really bad tho, but stil not my place....it's mostly filled wit all aunties & uncles who'll go for a lil' "joget-joget". wtf.

Fucking freezing could in the winter wit insufficient coats for rent caused me to catch the stupid flu, a disease that i could onli get once in a blue moon.wtf. I got drunk, fell down & cut my foot wit my very own heels.wtf. These are the very 1st time(s) tat happened in my life while in clubs.

Phathetic. Stuck with uninterested assignments wtf.

sleep mode wtf.

The rain moved in again recently causing me to drowse even more which led to countless sleeping hours i have everyday.wtf. sThis is the main cause for me to skip all my lectures in order nt to get wet n sticky all over me.... SOMEBODY PLS SLAP 7 ME!!!!!!!!WAKE UP!!!!WAKE UP!!!!!

Assignments are killing me as usual...onli week 6 but so much, i mean too much to do?! u tell me la, wtf!!!! Btw i have no idea of wat to do o wat syllabus are we in....UH OH!!! wat else could be worst???!!!Everyday i feel so tired & sleepy, wtf...wat's wrong....my tummy if growing like so wild i cant even stop it...cox i don have the time & energy to walk in for futher treatments. Come to treatments, i stil owe them an amout, wtf....

I VOW!!!! nt to increase anything else until i completely completed watever i've got ok? And PLS LA!!!! all the therapist DONT ever push anymore packages to me!!!Fucking sick and tired of it oredi!!!!!

In another thing..well its so inconvenient to be name here..hehehe...i tink it aint working too...maybe i put too much hope dy...NO, I DONT HAVE HOPE nor do i TRUST in HOPE anymore because it fucking cause me to lose everything tat i ever had for!!!!!Sigh...i'll just let life be on its on ok...no plans for now....let it be la...

Am looking forward for the next outing...freaking need my dose of insanity!!its about time thou...hahahah~till then...will keep u all updated...

muaks~

so hottttt!!!

why is the weather so fucking hot huh???can rain abit mou??!!!makes me feel like slapping ppl...

i'm so lazy to attend classes...i've been skipping lectures...if only tutorials aint have no attendance, i fucking don care go n ponteng sumore, wtfwtf...

its week 4 dy...i failed my psycho like shit as expected. no resit tis sem...betta work hard up my butt....

He's flunk dy...no more in Maison....

bye~

supa overdue post.wtf

It's Thursday. i'm so damn free, to update my blog....haiya!!!!!!!tim gai arr!!!!!!ok! cut!!!!

So it's a brand new semester, i only have 4 subject but all are MAIN subject. So i cant afford to lose anymore bcox i wanna graduate can?i promise to work 10 times harder den before ok!!!!cut the crap....enjoy some pix....




got my hairdo~


a clearer view of da colour

So i was on the bus rushing back to KL for kyoro's b'day in Maison-where else?Got ready and stuf, v headed to da club started CAMWHORING!!!!!


the ladies~


The b'day boy wit us



Ron, me , Xellrene

So v partied like Rockstars as usual....our dances and singings...hahaha~
Not long later in the evening comes....



the first drunker of the nite....





everyone jus wanna pose wit him xD~


well, u couldn't leave me out on tis one~


kesian her...btw, she looked more like constipated =.="


v doing wat v do best~


and tis is wat happens!-stoning-


we got ourselves into the VIP seats where v could just view from upstairs to the platforms...


same old pose...change abit can??!!


ok, good...betta enuf... :)


san fu sai la~





tis is the all-time-drunker...=.="

so no mamak cox v needed to take k of drunkers..betta let them rest more cox veli san fu de...i noe..hahhaa..Took MC from work the following day and went shopping in Bangsar..loitered around til i reached Sevendays...Oh aku punya wtf...i've long to shop in Bangsar...tried on some tees...


the material is reali comfy as recommended by Roxy~
so i took it, along wit da red one behind :P


and this too...hahah~

Btw, the other lady..i dunno wat's her name serves me wit a cheerful smile tat i could neva forget...she's jus so cute n frenly...i will be back in store...real soon....

The following Saturday nite was Pinky's celebration at Duta Vista...v all had a great time...believe me~


our thing~


38~

while waiting for the other guests to arrive...v just practice our skills...





practicing their taekwando skills-i tink!










The 'pat chi so wai,luin sai long' family members









'The Killer' wat a fun game!!!


some drunkards XD~



as usual...we're on the clear coast!!

Break a leg

No matter how good i do,
how much effort i put,
how much hard work i put in,

i'm still neva gonna be the best for them.They neva do see me...at all

i know...

i'm not a good fren
i'm not good at expressing myself
i'm not good at making frens..wtf~
i always have to depend on other ppl for alot of reasons.wtf
i'm not as attractive as others...
i'm not as good as others...
i'm not as smart as others...
i'm always the one whole spoil things,wtf~
i am always the one and only who gets all the karma...
i am, always the one who ends up crying & blaming myself for everything~

but then again, did u noe...

how much i care for all the ppl around me despite of their perception on me?
how much attention i paid to everything althou it is a small matter?
how much tears i held back jus to show that i'm strong enuf to let it out at home when no one's around?
how much i envy others what they have that i had to live without?
how much i think of repaying to all the lovely ppl who helped me alot in my life?
how much time i spend daily to improve myself after a long day at college, work & home?
how hard i try to persuade myself that life is just nice by letting my imagination take over my mind?
how it hurts to know that most of my effort to sustain everything turns out to be a waste?
how much sticks i've puffed to calm myself down?


No one noes...because all they see is just me, the pathetic, poor, useless girl who is just making a fool out of herself as in doing a monkey show!

life has given me alot of happiness, at the same time it has now robbed me every single happiness that i have ever had...

And now, i'm waiting...for another happiness to come before life wipe me out completely can?

tim gai arr!!!!!

She is so lucky, he is so dedicated and committed in the relationship. It seems so hard to believe. But its the fact.....we cant change it. God bless you all...

juicy juice!

i can't contain it anymore!
i'm gonna share wit u all!
Wanna noe ma???!!
Its very JUICY!!!!!

Can??


Ready???


Here we go!


I GOT MY NEW SAREE!!!!!!TO WHICH I AM SO EXCITED ABOUT!!!!!

I'm so gonna show it off by nex week for my event~hehehe~thx to Xellrene who accompanied me to get it....tho we walked like a few mile?! and i got her to get a dress which was so unexpected...but...it was worth it bcox 2pcs of dress onli cost us RM 60...Yep! u heard me!!! just RM60!!!!! and the quality is not bad- both are made from silk...cool~

uhm~ i think i have turned into a shop-a-ho-lic.... eww...sounded so like someone.wtf. But at least i always noe my limits!ok... will blog more bout my stuff afta-the-event.

so much to do, so much to geh-po about... haven done my part but still bother bout ppl's part!wtfwtf...




i just so love u all!

lame chats

zx~ xEmaNtA~ says:

wow

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

siapa gip u a cap o???

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

dun 1 tell u

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kakka

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kakaka

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

jeje

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

hmmp

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

don fren u dy

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

y?

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

cox u don wan tell me lo

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

aiyo

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

like tht oso dun fren me r?

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

alamaks~

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

yalo

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

if ur my fren sure tell me de ma..

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

neh,tht 1 ,1 2 chase me 1 la

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

aiyo

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

o..

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

the myvi la

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

da my Vi tat i1 arr

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

icic

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

wakaka

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

omg

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

u like da cap dy

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

i like the cap dy?

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

yalo

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

dat he gave u

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

wakaka

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

cheh

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

like the cap doenst mean anything ge ma

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

right/

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

yala

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

finish ur pr assignment?

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

nop

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

u?

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

doin nw

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

icic

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

i can tell u i haven start a thing!

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

aha

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

sure mou?

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

vry difficult leh

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

haiz..

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

cincai la

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

can de la

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

u stil gt how much?

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

damn alot

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

coz 10 country got 10 media ,10 strategies n 10 tactic n 10 key public

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

but u can repeat some same strategy in some countries

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

yala

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

but cannot completely da same de la

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

bt oso need 2 think bout the media all those

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

yala

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

i'm thinkin now

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

these 2days no need zzz dy

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

yala

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

deng

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

tmr no need club jor

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

tomolo club lagi?

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

joseph tht day ask me say thursday go club

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

usual lou dei fong

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

wa...

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

stil wanna go meh?

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

no la

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

hw 2 go

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

no need do assignment ?

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

ha

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

if go sure can pengsan kau kau dy de lo

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

yala

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

u go la

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

i do assignment

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

tak mau

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

i lagi kesian eh if i go

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

cox friday i'm full shift

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

can pengsan on da spot dy

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

kakaka

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

u pengsan in the club

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

coz of the stress

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

jus reached da club can pengsan dy

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

pengsan in front the door thr

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

paiseh~~

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

yalo

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

later i'll be famous dy

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

more famous den goldfish

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

so paiseh lo

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

pengsan in front of goldfish

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

nola

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

behind him onli

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

walau

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

he must recognize u dy lo

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

yala

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

yier

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

better dun 1

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

so paiseh

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

dat's y i say i'll be more famous den him dy la

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

den u all 'dulan'

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

run away...

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

wakakak

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

ei ask u

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

wat is moola?

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

u write it in ur friendster photo de

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

o...my captions is it?

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

i oso dunno o..

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

wakakaka

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

apala u

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

cheh

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

its like

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

o la la

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

u noe?

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

oh ok~~

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

get it

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

aiyo

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

no meaning ge la

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

to me mai gt lo

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

wakaka

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

wat meaning 4 u?

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

eh if goldfish recognise me wen i pengsan

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

nvm wat

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

maybe he'll come n ask my name later

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

wakaka

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

moola= o la la lor....

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

jus told u wat

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

dream ll faster

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

che

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

chhe

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

i got good imagination de lo

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

apa che la

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

cheh

:~ xEmaNtA~ says:

eh send u tis pic

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

ok

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

ada effect de ler

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

apa effect

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

u dim mou geh?

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

u c c la

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

nt too much

Transfer of "Picture.jpg" is complete.

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

so?

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

macm mana?

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

hvn c la

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

c nw

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

wah

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

y so blur geh?

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

???!!!

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

itu la effect dia!]

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

i noe la

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

sengaja saja

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

a cheh

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

nice o nt jek?

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

nice~~

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

sure la

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

hehehe

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

vomit

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

pr u partner wit hu?

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

wan ee

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

oic

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

she done?

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

she doin her part

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

i doin my part lo

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

oic

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

hehhe

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

can intai abit

~ xEmaNtA~ says:

wakaka

▪▪ hwËi xiÄn ▪▪----->Love 2 be single~~ says:

cant