Sunday, November 30, 2008

weirdo.wtf

Many weird stuff happened to me these few days. At my work place there was tis uncle coming up to me n looked at me from head to toe. The same thing happened wen i was closing the main entrance of our premis but this time was an aunty. Walau eh...wtf is wrong wit all da ppl. Things got pretty bad lately for me...dunno why...but i stil can handle it. I thought too much myself-all da bad stuff, things that neva happened tho.wtf.

Tonight, i had the nite free all to myself, i looked thru all of my pics from da very first day i stepped into tis city till today. Of course all of the pics were happy times where i was with all my ex-classmates and present classmates. I realized myself that i have been blessed with loads of very good frenz that i often neglected due to the uncertainty of objectives in my life.wtf. I've been complaining that my life is nt as great as others who are and my eyes turned bloody gree towards other ppl's blessings. Yes, i admit that somehow good frenz do have arguements among each other but i'm grateful that they took me as i am. The hatred neva last longer den a day, yes its true except to me.

My heart has alwiz been carrying hatred due to my childhood experiences that i do not wanna mention nor do i wanna recall.wtf. Its neva too late to learn. I'm trying to learn how to let go and forgive ppl if i wan others to forgive me as the bible says. "Do unto others as you want others to do unto you". i'm nt sure its da exact phase but its something like tat la ok....I vow that i could becox if others can, so can i!!

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