in this club.wtf

Another weekend left me exhausted. It was a nite's out wit da gals in Quattro, the new place in Avenue K. Not really bad tho, but stil not my place....it's mostly filled wit all aunties & uncles who'll go for a lil' "joget-joget". wtf.

Fucking freezing could in the winter wit insufficient coats for rent caused me to catch the stupid flu, a disease that i could onli get once in a blue moon.wtf. I got drunk, fell down & cut my foot wit my very own heels.wtf. These are the very 1st time(s) tat happened in my life while in clubs.

Phathetic. Stuck with uninterested assignments wtf.

sleep mode wtf.

The rain moved in again recently causing me to drowse even more which led to countless sleeping hours i have everyday.wtf. sThis is the main cause for me to skip all my lectures in order nt to get wet n sticky all over me.... SOMEBODY PLS SLAP 7 ME!!!!!!!!WAKE UP!!!!WAKE UP!!!!!

Assignments are killing me as usual...onli week 6 but so much, i mean too much to do?! u tell me la, wtf!!!! Btw i have no idea of wat to do o wat syllabus are we in....UH OH!!! wat else could be worst???!!!Everyday i feel so tired & sleepy, wtf...wat's wrong....my tummy if growing like so wild i cant even stop it...cox i don have the time & energy to walk in for futher treatments. Come to treatments, i stil owe them an amout, wtf....

I VOW!!!! nt to increase anything else until i completely completed watever i've got ok? And PLS LA!!!! all the therapist DONT ever push anymore packages to me!!!Fucking sick and tired of it oredi!!!!!

In another thing..well its so inconvenient to be name here..hehehe...i tink it aint working too...maybe i put too much hope dy...NO, I DONT HAVE HOPE nor do i TRUST in HOPE anymore because it fucking cause me to lose everything tat i ever had for!!!!!Sigh...i'll just let life be on its on ok...no plans for now....let it be la...

Am looking forward for the next outing...freaking need my dose of insanity!!its about time thou...hahahah~till then...will keep u all updated...

muaks~

so hottttt!!!

why is the weather so fucking hot huh???can rain abit mou??!!!makes me feel like slapping ppl...

i'm so lazy to attend classes...i've been skipping lectures...if only tutorials aint have no attendance, i fucking don care go n ponteng sumore, wtfwtf...

its week 4 dy...i failed my psycho like shit as expected. no resit tis sem...betta work hard up my butt....

He's flunk dy...no more in Maison....

bye~

supa overdue post.wtf

It's Thursday. i'm so damn free, to update my blog....haiya!!!!!!!tim gai arr!!!!!!ok! cut!!!!

So it's a brand new semester, i only have 4 subject but all are MAIN subject. So i cant afford to lose anymore bcox i wanna graduate can?i promise to work 10 times harder den before ok!!!!cut the crap....enjoy some pix....




got my hairdo~


a clearer view of da colour

So i was on the bus rushing back to KL for kyoro's b'day in Maison-where else?Got ready and stuf, v headed to da club started CAMWHORING!!!!!


the ladies~


The b'day boy wit us



Ron, me , Xellrene

So v partied like Rockstars as usual....our dances and singings...hahaha~
Not long later in the evening comes....



the first drunker of the nite....





everyone jus wanna pose wit him xD~


well, u couldn't leave me out on tis one~


kesian her...btw, she looked more like constipated =.="


v doing wat v do best~


and tis is wat happens!-stoning-


we got ourselves into the VIP seats where v could just view from upstairs to the platforms...


same old pose...change abit can??!!


ok, good...betta enuf... :)


san fu sai la~





tis is the all-time-drunker...=.="

so no mamak cox v needed to take k of drunkers..betta let them rest more cox veli san fu de...i noe..hahhaa..Took MC from work the following day and went shopping in Bangsar..loitered around til i reached Sevendays...Oh aku punya wtf...i've long to shop in Bangsar...tried on some tees...


the material is reali comfy as recommended by Roxy~
so i took it, along wit da red one behind :P


and this too...hahah~

Btw, the other lady..i dunno wat's her name serves me wit a cheerful smile tat i could neva forget...she's jus so cute n frenly...i will be back in store...real soon....

The following Saturday nite was Pinky's celebration at Duta Vista...v all had a great time...believe me~


our thing~


38~

while waiting for the other guests to arrive...v just practice our skills...





practicing their taekwando skills-i tink!










The 'pat chi so wai,luin sai long' family members









'The Killer' wat a fun game!!!


some drunkards XD~



as usual...we're on the clear coast!!

Break a leg

No matter how good i do,
how much effort i put,
how much hard work i put in,

i'm still neva gonna be the best for them.They neva do see me...at all

i know...

i'm not a good fren
i'm not good at expressing myself
i'm not good at making frens..wtf~
i always have to depend on other ppl for alot of reasons.wtf
i'm not as attractive as others...
i'm not as good as others...
i'm not as smart as others...
i'm always the one whole spoil things,wtf~
i am always the one and only who gets all the karma...
i am, always the one who ends up crying & blaming myself for everything~

but then again, did u noe...

how much i care for all the ppl around me despite of their perception on me?
how much attention i paid to everything althou it is a small matter?
how much tears i held back jus to show that i'm strong enuf to let it out at home when no one's around?
how much i envy others what they have that i had to live without?
how much i think of repaying to all the lovely ppl who helped me alot in my life?
how much time i spend daily to improve myself after a long day at college, work & home?
how hard i try to persuade myself that life is just nice by letting my imagination take over my mind?
how it hurts to know that most of my effort to sustain everything turns out to be a waste?
how much sticks i've puffed to calm myself down?


No one noes...because all they see is just me, the pathetic, poor, useless girl who is just making a fool out of herself as in doing a monkey show!

life has given me alot of happiness, at the same time it has now robbed me every single happiness that i have ever had...

And now, i'm waiting...for another happiness to come before life wipe me out completely can?

tim gai arr!!!!!

She is so lucky, he is so dedicated and committed in the relationship. It seems so hard to believe. But its the fact.....we cant change it. God bless you all...