Hello 2009!

NYE was celebrated in green box while the new year it self was in ZOUK...oh aku punya wtf....damn happy wei!!!i noe this is a very damn postponed post but nvm la ok? veli tired of studyin...futhermore the exam is tomolo itself!!!! tim gai arr???i was supposed to start studyin like a week b4?wtfwtf....i'm alwiz so like tat one lor!!!!! beh tahan........

It's gonna be PNP but i have no idea wat's coming out o wat is PNP like.wtfwtff. Help me ler.....how to graduate o????and wen i graduate, don even tink tat i would continue anymore. Yep!!! u heard me....uh-uh....no more assignments, midnight oil nor late car rides watever....onli normal life wit more clubbings can?wtf.

Resolutions??maybe it'll be up sooner o later....So fucked up wit my computer...tiu...mat 7 yeh o.....it failed me at the moment i needed it veli much ler....DUH....as if i neva needed it...wfwtf...

the time has come...

for me:

to get a wardrobe make-over!!
to embrace a brand new wild year!!!
to go back to basic.wtf
to study for exams before and afta the CNY.wtf
to get another new hairstyle i tink.

So Christmas is over, we're all heading for that year. The year with hopes, happiness and goodness. Can't wait to leave this fucking shit year and move on to a much betta one!

Btw, will be welcoming 2009 at Zouk with the complicated family. FINALLY!!!! ZOUK, here i come!!!

sleep mode wtf.

The rain moved in again recently causing me to drowse even more which led to countless sleeping hours i have everyday.wtf. sThis is the main cause for me to skip all my lectures in order nt to get wet n sticky all over me.... SOMEBODY PLS SLAP 7 ME!!!!!!!!WAKE UP!!!!WAKE UP!!!!!

Assignments are killing me as usual...onli week 6 but so much, i mean too much to do?! u tell me la, wtf!!!! Btw i have no idea of wat to do o wat syllabus are we in....UH OH!!! wat else could be worst???!!!Everyday i feel so tired & sleepy, wtf...wat's wrong....my tummy if growing like so wild i cant even stop it...cox i don have the time & energy to walk in for futher treatments. Come to treatments, i stil owe them an amout, wtf....

I VOW!!!! nt to increase anything else until i completely completed watever i've got ok? And PLS LA!!!! all the therapist DONT ever push anymore packages to me!!!Fucking sick and tired of it oredi!!!!!

In another thing..well its so inconvenient to be name here..hehehe...i tink it aint working too...maybe i put too much hope dy...NO, I DONT HAVE HOPE nor do i TRUST in HOPE anymore because it fucking cause me to lose everything tat i ever had for!!!!!Sigh...i'll just let life be on its on ok...no plans for now....let it be la...

Am looking forward for the next outing...freaking need my dose of insanity!!its about time thou...hahahah~till then...will keep u all updated...

muaks~

Break a leg

No matter how good i do,
how much effort i put,
how much hard work i put in,

i'm still neva gonna be the best for them.They neva do see me...at all

Monday blues...

Today is a Monday...which i had to work on a full shift...Its been a long, long time ever since my last full shift, like, during the last Christmas! Nvm...holiday is in now....been working only lor...Today the LRT was so packed than ever it was...i wondered why...Sigh...So its what they call it... "Monday Blues"...I really felt the 'blues' lor...

Some random pix...

Freaking hot!was sweating then...


i just realized...the length of my hair!



Typically annoyed by Monday!


Today is also the day i saw someone who resembles you...Alamak terperanjat gila saya! But also OH rindunya saya! He looked yeng.. i mean the guy...I was suprised to spot him in ROOM and i stupidly thought it was you...But then again, he came to be a MALAY guy...OMG but he's freaking cute! Looks like the 'you' when we were on vacation time.... These few days many things occurred to me that reminds me of you...freaking weird...my hairs are standing now...

Anyway, i was still thinking bout the hair extension...should i or should i not do it? I jus realized today that my hair is freaking long dy....dunno why and how, it just seems longer today, even Farrah noticed it too...But my hair DEFINITELY need a trim now...its so so so... flat on the top! I think i should...Its what i wanted to do anyway...so don't freaking care la! just do it...don't like mai remove it lor... Still can use in future nah!

k..that's all for today...will update soon!