March aint stupid.

This is an angry post or shud i say another angry post. I'm so pissed off with human's attitude of being so fake. And it happen so fast in a blink, JUST A BLINK! Yes, i'm refering to u, u u and u bitches out there. U think Xemanta Moh is farking stupid to believe ur fake stories, lame excuses???!! Unfortunately, ur in bad luck cox i aint stupid. Move ur tail and i farking noe wtf ur up to. Ur such a sohai, like for real seriously.

Cny 2011-Bunny year.

This is the 5th day of the CNY 2011 & i'm already back from Penang & Ipoh. Seriously, I miss all the days i spent with my family members. The family warmth, atmosphere, communications..... But I know it would only happen once a year. I wish i can have that more often than just once a year basis. Sighs. Prolly i should make more trips back home..

The Casuarina tree on the right was there every since i was born!

Never bored of the beautiful scenery.

Over 20 years of sisterhood. We still stand strong.

My eldest uncle & wife who babysat me for years ever since i was born.

Enjoying mam mamz.

Barely 1/3 of my family members*winks*.

Awwwww.... The newest family member- Stanley aka
BingBing.

Happily married with a kid!

20years ago, we were like them =)

But still, i lead a happy life just like them!

AngPow! AngPow! I love you so much.

Evon sis (far right). My best sis-in-law.
Papa & Fat Bunny.

Me being myself.


While typing this post, I felt very emo and I'm shedding tears! Prolly its all about those picture that told me alot of stories. Before & after. How have each and everyone of us has changed. How our parents grew old. The time is coming soon for us to take over their place. Time flew, like a jet plane or maybe much faster. But one thing remains the same is that we are all One Family. That bond shall stand for eternity.

PS/: For this post, dad's son, Kenny, is excluded because i feel that you are just too far away from me with mum. You never know how to treat me right because you think I'm younger and I have to freaking respect you even you mistreated me. Let me tell you, THIS IS THE MODERN ERA. I DON'T HAVE TO GIVE U FACE IF YOU CAN'T SPELL THE WORD R.E.S.P.E.C.T. Treat me right & i shall respect you as an elderly. Oh yes, don't ever, mark my word, EVER raise your voice on me. I'M-NOT-AFRAID (Eminem)

i memang tak tau.

Ever since i moved on to this current job of mine, i felt like bad things happen like for a lot of time to me. WTH. Few months back i fell in front of the traffic, causing minor injuries to my knee. Now the scar is still there. wtf. This week i fell down in the office with dunno how many colleagues in the department watching me do so for morning huddle. wtf. The injuries? can sum up serious shit like last time. wtf.




This gets next to the old one. wtf.


I'm so speechless. The wounds doesn't look good now. Keeps getting infection liddat. FUCK MY LIFE!!!!!!!

On the other hand i had a weird dream this early morning. Very weird dream about this particular person whom i don't even really know!! Well, somehow he's connected to someone i know. Itu orang punye bestbuddy. wth. And it wasn't the first time. =.=

So bored.

Can't believe i'm sticking my butt at home on a Saturday. Never have this happened. Even housemates are surprised to see me around the house today.

Damn!

Knock Knock!

Unleashing.......



..... i did it!!! =)

Serendipity.

Have you ever sit around at home, browsing through all the pictures of the pasts while tuning on i-tunes? I did, as always. Sometimes i feel like we've gotta keep track of what we did, how hard we partied, all those familiar faces whom we have once met, talked to, laugh with and so on. Makes me feel so peaceful. Advancing into another stage of my life, i realized what great things i can do through my own faith and ability. I, somehow, felt blessed. Things may not always go my way. Its ok cox i noe that i'll be alright after kicking some fuss.

Still, i would never be what some people had labeled me-horrible. Its ok. I accepted it not as a fact but as a so called 'comment' from a cheap-hooker-alike- slut. I know i can't stop whatever comments or critics coming out from others mouth, but i can try my very best to carry the best out of me. Its all about mindset. If i say i can, I CAN!

"Who u are today is what u did yesterday. Therefore give ur best everyday to have a better tomorrow."

Say baibai to my locks!!

That's my twin! LOL!! Perfect cut. Haven't have a BOB like that!

iamtired.

My face is so like a zombie. So pale and lifeless. All due to my current job i suppose. Gotta fix that thing. Sigh. Things got delayed. Everytime oso liddat. Fed up wit it. Beh tahan.

Hopeless B'day.

Last Thursday was Jay Moh, our CEO b'day. We had a blast of mojitos and red wines at WIP and headed down to 4Play with Black Labels and beers. Can kill ourselves with all those liquors. Long time din have so much of fun in one night. Happy b'day Jay Moh @ Kok Mun Tiu.


One for the album.

Cant wait for this THURSDAY!! Wahuuuuuu!!

Classics.

Last nite us Mohs were rushing to find an ATM after fetching a fren for Poppy. And as we all know ATMs shuts at 12am sharp and wen we finally found one it was only 11.50 pm, we were like sooooo relief but then the workers were seen locking up the doors!! Jay was like''Xemanta Moh!!! Quick jump out and stop him!!!'' And i did without giving any second thoughts just to find that they were locking up partial of the entrance for cleaning.... And we rushed to the ATM, catching our breath for a while and guess how i looked.........


Eva's gift, cushion and my handbag.wtf.

I really din noticed wat the hell i was holding on wen i rushed out the car. LOL!!!! And they all laugh at me for this. Arrrrrrrrrrrrrgh!

Wait a minute!

Dear Mr Chong,

I hope that when i give u a call tomolo u won't be disappointing me after all the effort and patient i've been putting in for you. Please, please do take up my program that i've tailored for you and make me a cheerio first working Saturday here. Most important is do answer my call.

Dear another Mr Chong,

Please come out from whatever and wherever your hiding. Just hope that u'll approve of the plan i'm offering you. Pls don't take too long. It can't wait and so do i.

Dear God,

Thank you for providing me which such a great bloat and discomfort that got me on my nerves. It somehow contributed to the moodiness and anger that blew me up or shud i say the cause of what happened. Thx for the retarded system that delayed my worked few days back.

To all the calls answerers, pls do help me out on this.

Tq veli muchi.

Apa ni??!!!!

So pissed off bout work cox the sales drop macam i-dunno-what. Stress, stress, stress and SOB i don't need you telling me that Poppy is closing down this weekend because seriously i don't give a damn about it. So what? Poppy ain't mine, why bother? I still have Zouk in mind.

There's a party going on on a Thursday. And its a 4Play. Go get some un-windings.We deserve it.

Kickstart 2010.

Its the first day of the new year and unlike any other past new year, I got the day off following with the weekends so its time for some serious fun before i could kick start my another new month at work cox everything starts at ZERO again.
So, I had some some with some of my training batch frenz.


Meet Xemanta, Ewen, Mellisa.
We were having our brunch at Gasoline since we don't know where to settle and lemme tell you peeps something, the place has some terrible service i tell you. We had to wait for almost 30mins just for our drinks while Mellisa had hers an hour after the order. I remembered the same thing happened when i was celebrating Xellrene's b'day at some other branch.


Later, Sean joined us for some serious karaoke till 7 pm.


It was just the 4 of us occupying a spacious room, each with our own mic. No need to fight for the mics.


Like Johnnie Walker, we'll Keep Walking.

I'm sure everyone had a great time and i found that screaming out my lungs there got rid of my pressures :) We shud do this , often.

WTF-Wat The Frust!

I'm so damn pissed now.
Feel like giving some fist to some people.
Brainless people.
Who messes up my current life.
Fucking retarded.
Wish you dead again.
WTF!

1st trainig...

I'm so blur. U can call me Miss BlurBlur. Cant believe i'm so bad in banking. Ask me things about it, all u'll get is big rounded eyes and a open mouth hanging in the air. wtf.

And after 2days training there'll be a test like i can just die wei....

Wat i gonna do?????

U've got a call....

I've got a call from the bank. Finally!!! Trainings starts next week. It's time for shopping!!!!So its a bye bye to ROOM....

And fuck 9 the woman who acted like knowing the boss making fucking shit comments about the songs played.

Not forgetting some "P" drivers who can cut 3 lanes across from a T-junction traffic light, almost hitting me. The lane he's from was a right turn.Fuck9 u cibai cao hai!!!!!

Already Gone.

We both left without saying goodbye.
Guess it didn't hurt as much it would cox we've already know.

Rewind

My blog shud hate me like forever bcox i don't blog often due to the lack of time i had for this blog.....Ok!!Ok!!! I admit that i'm way too lazy to update my blog cox i'm not an exciting person and i do not have much happenings around me and bla bla bla....So, wat am i up to recently?? Well, just graduated with a merit in my PR and yes i'm planning to continue my advance BUT not now cox i wanna take a break from assignment, lectures, tutorials and stress at the moment bcox i wanna be in my comfort zone where i can do watever i wan at the moment......

My first escape was to Redang with frenz after the exams and yes i miss it very much especially the quote "EVERYDAY IS THE SAME DAY" which was written at the corner of the check-in counter. Guess to the ppl there that their everyday is the same day...Actually i tink it applies to all of us rite??? Cox if ur nt working den u shud be studying unless ur a lazy pig and u do watcha do everyday- eat, sleep and shit!!!!which seems to be a routine too...

A pit-stop for some pix ok?


so 'serendipity' i like!!!


Hello Redang!!!


Look!! I can swim ok...


Everyone gets a seat....


Some cool icy kacang on the hot, sunny beach..*drOols*



Baby shark konon...corals gt alot la....hampir terhantuk pulak~!!!!


YOHOHO!!! Bring me my rum!!!!



We came with rain, therefore we left with da rain too~

Ish!!Ish....came back kl like a malai po dy.....tan like i have neva ever been and the sunburns hurt ALOT!!!! till i wanna cry.wtf.

Came back kl, work work work and diet diet diet but to no avail i tink.....Aiya...i'm such a failure i noe la wei!!!!!!!!Slap 9 myself den onli u noe!

Most of my frenz, i mean ppl i really noe proceeds to advance la....i wish to join them again for teamwork but i noe i have reach to a point that i cant budge for some moments, therefore, i do not force myself into it.....(Eh! not that i fail any paper o wat arr!!! don simply judge!! i passed all ok!) But i shall not be wasting my one-year break tho....somehow i wish to participate in their projects or assignment as an idea-giver.... sure i noe things will change alot bcox we no longer get together as often as we do in college before...but i really hope that we all wont get unfriendly due to lack of communication....sigh..its revolving now..i could see the effect taking place....Aiya, u all can shut up and dont rmb wat the fuck happen can o not???

Is this wat u ppl wan for the rest of ur life???Dammit!!!Somehow issues doesnt just involve only both parties but also ppl around u all...Have u all somehow thought of the consequences and side-effect towards us da ppl-fren??? It really make me feel akward u noe...So wat if ur opponent is wrong? So wat if ur right all the time and u gt subotage o wat-the-fuck watever u had? Does that make you a winner?? Got title to be won is it???MCB.... Life is way too short to rmb all the shits of life.... I just wanna have happy times, all the time. Yes i'm very selfish, but u can ask, who don wanna be happy all the time????

Becox of this, i somehow feels my heart aching as if its has been bleeding consecutively. Sigh...Somehow, wen i need a companion on my off day, i cant find any despite the fact that my facebook frenlist exceeds 200ppl....Guess i'm not popular with frens huh??Character oso dapat MAID lagi.wtf. Show some respect can or not! I'm also a gurl, i do have my pride too, i deserve to be pampered, cherished and remembered too. All may tink i'm hard, but i aint. It was bcox of the damages done which somehow causes me to be like wat-u-tink-i-am. Like it or not, this is my blog.

GOD DAMN IT!!!!!

My Lucky Star.

Also known as "Fang Yang De Xing Xing". This is a 20 episode series that i've watched recently. Nice one tho. The settings and story lines is really impressive if you pay full attention to it. It's one of the most romantic movie that melted my heart and gt me sobbing at the end of da story.

Both the female & male lead actors are very good and pretty and handsome. Da girl, Yoo Ha Na, is a Korean who graduated in a Korean Drama Uni which is very hard to get in, therefore she is one of the best actress around i would say. Jimmy Lin is someone we would all resemble as Edison Chen because of the style and stuff i guess. I've just voted him as my role celebrity.hahahah.( Not becox he looks like edison but becox of tis movie that he acted really good!!)


Guess how old is him????zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz......... Can u believe that he is 35 tis year?! He doesnt really look like 35 but the fact he is INDEED 35!!!! Being the curious me, (heheheheh) i sure have done alot of homework on him...

He:

• is born in Tapei, Taiwan in 15th Oct, 1974
• libra
  
• parents wit 1 older &2 younger bro + a younger sis
• is a professional racer
  
• kind- hearted, alwiz take part in charities
• is Kelly chen & Rubin lin's ex.wtf
• is handsome!!!yeh!!
• keeps low profile
• etc, etc, etc......so much more taht i'm so lazy to cont.!

I simply love this portrait!


I tink they shud be a couple. They looked sooooooooooo'chan'.


That red ferarri belongs to Jimmy Lin...Believe me...that guy owns a lot of these thang!

I so fell in love with the theme songs:
"Our Memories" (Wo Men De Ji Nian) + "Speed Of Love" (Ji Su Ai Cheng) by Shivia Lee @ Li Ya Wei.I'm trying to learn them so that i can sing when i'm in K!

Plus, Jimmy Lin's own lyrics, "Dui Wang".

I would say this story is like a fairy tale that it will only happen in movies and not real life. So don't get too emotionally involved in ur lala land after watching it like i did...ahahahahha!!!!

Do check out their behind the scenes in youtube! There was a link that Yoo Ha Na cried for a whole week before the shooting ends. Poor gurl... I understand that feeling bcox after the shooting, she would have to go back to Korea and maybe they all may not be able to meet each other again.....She sobbed," Don't forget me pls....DON'T!!!!!" and went on emo-ing. Other actress or female staff cant hold their tears too....Even i cant...so i too sob along while watching it. Jimmy Lin told her that this would be her first movie and she did great. There will be more to come and in every movie, she must do great just like how she did in this one.In another video, he said to her, " We all will miss you very much. Hope that you will too." Awww.....that was very nice of him.....Sigh.....Dont we all just love fairytales?

Stolen.

Having the whole month to myself without worrying for my studies gave me the opportunity to do some thinking. Not any critical thinking, just some memories that i had in mind. Friendster and facebook has brought me back to meet all my Brunei frenz whom i gave not seen for da past 9 yrs. Most of them now are studying overseas, still in the same gang like Karen, Abygal, Samuel, Ganapathi, Nicole etc. I noe they still hang around together tho in different countries, studying. Btw, Alicia is in KL and i tink i'm gonna meet her up for some drinks later this week.

I feel happy for them that they can still be together like frenz who grows up together from young till old & this is wat we can call as old frenz. I, on the other hand, wasn't in for that luck. Sure i do have alot of good frenz now, i aint complaining. Just that seeing the frenship that they held is so strong makes me kinda jealous. I asked myself, wat if i graduated there instead of staying here? Could i be like them? By this time i should be in Uni dy but due to some critical reasons, i couldn't. It hurts when adding them up in frenster or facebook we dont talk. Wat was the point???

The thoughts of going back to Brunei is a big question i must consider deeply....Heard tat bro's getting married. When? I dunno...Maybe aint goin back...cox i noe tat i'll meet some old ppl like his classmates and all....But...somehow...i aint ready.

The time aint right.