Yell.

I dunno what luck has came to me. Putih putih kena yelled at in the morning bcox the recipient did not get what i said. That messed up my day! What's worst is that i had no sales all day long till i had to keep pushing on hard thru the day only to provide an average figure. I couldn't take it & i left sharp at 6pm- which i normally don't.

To that person, i noe ur very stressed up to deliver ur performance but doesn't mean u can fuck up my day.

March aint stupid.

This is an angry post or shud i say another angry post. I'm so pissed off with human's attitude of being so fake. And it happen so fast in a blink, JUST A BLINK! Yes, i'm refering to u, u u and u bitches out there. U think Xemanta Moh is farking stupid to believe ur fake stories, lame excuses???!! Unfortunately, ur in bad luck cox i aint stupid. Move ur tail and i farking noe wtf ur up to. Ur such a sohai, like for real seriously.

F*ck September.

I'm so fucking pissed off with September. Fuck the month, fuckt the sales, fuck the workplace, fuck the management.

All of us shud onli rise wen the fucking September month ends.

Cox i damn fucking hate eu!!!

And March ends....

With emoness over life but happiness with my job.... Well sometimes my job sucks as well with a boss who constantly slander about how bad ur performance is when its the opposite. Yes, life is so unfair but come to tink about it I love my job as well because of the shopping that I've done over the past few months is something that I would have done once in a few months. Now, I'm getting whatever I want each month. I ain't boasting about the greatness about my job because I worked hard for each and every single penny of it. Could say hardwork paid off...
Sometimes I just dunno how to describe the disappointment I feel for my life. Can I categorize myself as useless?failure?hopeless,yes Long time ago, I didn't give up on hope, instead, hope gave up on me. What's remain is faith that I'm never ever gonna let go.

Adui life.

Life is so fan at the moment. Sales dropped and my sleeps has been interrupted every night due to massive wokeupness in the middle of my sleep.

PLEASELA!!!! Let me enjoy my sleep and rest ok. Fuck you problem!

The curls.

Went back to Ipoh for a haircut. Had a sudden urge to perm it. And it is suck ball!!!!!wtf. kenot tahan for sure. Will get it back to original state. So hate it! GRRRrrrrrrrr!!!!!

One last thing.

Its approximately 39 minutes to a brand new year like again? So i'm seizing this opportunity to drop some line in my blog as a remembrance. hehe.

My current mood is very moody because of work and its really killing me to find that i actually sucks at my work and certainly i need to put extra effort and attention into it cox i'm really a professional procrastinator wtf and i almost pull down my team. Sigh, what seems to be the problem? I'm sure it should be mine. In addition, i really don't need some people to give cruel comments about me being new in the place with unfamiliarity in some of the processes. I'll be happy and welcome some educations on the work field but i'll be real pissed off with comparison between seniors and me the-new-gal-in-the-house. "She does a million means we're done with 1.5 mill". Wow, good 'compliments' you had there!

Sometimes i asked if you ever thought of what you really said about other people. I can tell you that i'm outgoing but i can be real sensitive when it comes to certain situation and i NEVER tolerate with those stuff.Oh ya, i'm not gonna let you screw up my life, career and my celebrations because you aren't worth a single worth of my time.wtf.

Last but not least, I freaking hope, wish, pray, whatever that you would read this post to mirror how fucking 'good' you are.wtfwtf.

WTF-Wat The Frust!

I'm so damn pissed now.
Feel like giving some fist to some people.
Brainless people.
Who messes up my current life.
Fucking retarded.
Wish you dead again.
WTF!

The New Workplace.

It's been 2 weeks since i was at the office. The place aint bad and the ppl is, uh, okok. Not everyone is frenly bcox i noe that for a fact that they are there to work and their performance is alwiz their priority. Just that i don understand how could i make an enemy on my very first day of work. Aint it rude for someone to say that i'm useless and unsuitable for the job when all i was did was to learn the system and observe how the seniors are working?

Who are you to judge me, criticize me? Everyday oso wanna critic me on this and that. Hello bitch, i don't owe you anything because i don't need your help or guidance on my work and you should be grateful to have a place to sit at MY TEAM when ur origin shud be on the next column. You could be the best marketer there but it doesn't bother me cox i don't give a damn about it.

Don't try me.

Parents somehow sucks!!!WTF.

I so hate it when it comes to having problem with parents...What the hell are they thinking...Its really not a necessary for children to suffer only to have a better life later in life because u're not guarantee of a luxurious life even u worked or gone thru hell for your past life....

And i so fucking hate my dysfunctional family because:

the mom is a mental problem patient who came out of nowhere. maybe retarted.

she's stingy, selfish, egoistic, bad tempered, having PMS all the fucking days she lived i guess.( and i'm so pissed off like forever for having her genes!!)

the worst mother anyone could ever had because she's an evil cult!!(don't tell me that i'll suffer the same when i have my own daughter cox i fucking won't be like you!!)

she treat 9 her daughter as a slave and pamper her OMFG! useless son who got probe into jail for stealing a soldier's cheapskate bicycle which cost barely around B$100!!(yes, i still rmb VERY CLEARLY how the fucking shit u got and took it out on me.wtfwtf.)

the son is exactly like the evil bitch whom i call son-of-the-bitch, show off-er just like her bitch mama.wtf.

is a stalker who tends to find my fault and kou jong(report) 9to his bitch mama and the next moment is daily drama u'll see in the not home but hell.

He's also a pain himself because he seem to just bring pain to ppl's life and i tink hell yeah alot of ppl LOVES to see him DEAD in the streets and i'll be the 1st one in line ok.wtf.

Dad aint much different from them cox he used to be the only one that i love in the family until i found out that he attempted to send me to the orphanage when i was 'abandoned' in Malaysia right after my grandma's funeral.wtf

Living here for the first few years here was really a nightmare where i was surrounded by 'ppl from hell' aka other family members who are also selfish & hou lan 7 pat(busybody) ppl

Although college fees were paid by him but now right after graduating when i said i needed to take a break and earning some extra pocket $$$ for my UK program, straightaway allowances were not given so that he could spend on his fucking 'girlfren' i guess.MCB.

How much more further would this carry on? i dunno. u cant blame me for being a green eye monster over other ppl's life cox i'm really fucking jealous ok. u tink i wanna-d this life? think again. It's bullshit man, i'm telling you!!