Classics.

Last nite us Mohs were rushing to find an ATM after fetching a fren for Poppy. And as we all know ATMs shuts at 12am sharp and wen we finally found one it was only 11.50 pm, we were like sooooo relief but then the workers were seen locking up the doors!! Jay was like''Xemanta Moh!!! Quick jump out and stop him!!!'' And i did without giving any second thoughts just to find that they were locking up partial of the entrance for cleaning.... And we rushed to the ATM, catching our breath for a while and guess how i looked.........


Eva's gift, cushion and my handbag.wtf.

I really din noticed wat the hell i was holding on wen i rushed out the car. LOL!!!! And they all laugh at me for this. Arrrrrrrrrrrrrgh!

Whispers.

When i was sleeping, i heard your voice. It was a whisper, so close to my ear that i felt everything in that particular dream was for real. Because i eventually hope everything in that dream was reality.


Could it be?

Busy Bee Me.

This morning as usual on my way to work, I grabbed my breakfast at the food stall. The aunty say "Girl, we'll be closing till the 28th" "Our son is having his graduation!!!",continued her husband. I could see at their extremely happy face like kena 1 million ringgit lottery like tat. Hmm....reminds me of my graduation which I did not attend causing dad to disappoint. Haiz....I felt so guilty for being so bad. Sorry dad, I noe I'm real bad.

Now I'm just focusing on my career where I would lie to earn lots to get my 1st car *wink*. But the day almost failed me when the electricity went down abruptly. Wtf. Luckily still can catch up for tat day.

Because I'm Xemanta Moh. I can do anything with faith.

April Fool.

This year I got 'fooled' by receiving a message early in the morning approximately 5.45 a.m just because i forgot to wish someone 'happy birthday'. Darn! and yes she got her revenge by causing me unable to sleep after that which got me so damn pissed when i woke up to drowsiness in the morning and thanx to the medicine as well. wtf. Then i go and complain, complain, complain till Jay Kok beh tahan me, got pissed off, kept swearing. If ur reading this Kok, i wanna say sorry ok? Problem has been hanging around when I thought everything was settled. Not a good move. Sigh got me into so much hassle till I beh tahan.
Other than tat, I received a mail via Facebook by one of my Brunei fren, Amir. HE IS GETTING ENGAGED!!! OMG!!! Although I haven seen him for the past 12 yrs, I'm happy for him, seriously.... Aiks, and I thought my life is still young.wtf. Sigh, wishing them happiness throughout their life with one another! I'm still looking for mine. Teehee.

It aint easy to find the other half that stays throughout life together.

And March ends....

With emoness over life but happiness with my job.... Well sometimes my job sucks as well with a boss who constantly slander about how bad ur performance is when its the opposite. Yes, life is so unfair but come to tink about it I love my job as well because of the shopping that I've done over the past few months is something that I would have done once in a few months. Now, I'm getting whatever I want each month. I ain't boasting about the greatness about my job because I worked hard for each and every single penny of it. Could say hardwork paid off...
Sometimes I just dunno how to describe the disappointment I feel for my life. Can I categorize myself as useless?failure?hopeless,yes Long time ago, I didn't give up on hope, instead, hope gave up on me. What's remain is faith that I'm never ever gonna let go.

Adui life.

Life is so fan at the moment. Sales dropped and my sleeps has been interrupted every night due to massive wokeupness in the middle of my sleep.

PLEASELA!!!! Let me enjoy my sleep and rest ok. Fuck you problem!

Vice Versa

My life is so funny till I can't laugh a shit out of it. Funny but its true! Rmb a few months ago's post about a bitch whom I hate so much has turned out to be a good fren to me. We no longer have bad comments or any sulky face towards each other. Instead I learnt a lot from her. When business wasn't so good, she constantly on mindsetting myself to think positively, like seriously. No wonder her sales are like bombs everyday! Now I can seriously enjoy my work during all ups and downs. Appreciated her advices.

Why vice versa? Becox my bestfren no longer is a bestfren anymore.. Things has changed, drastically and dramatically. I din want to, no one does. But that's the way how it had to be. I realized that it was easy to find a backup for my place. No big deal. Therefore, I pledged to not having any special bestfren in my life again. Instead, I prefer just closed frens like some of the Mohs. No more sisterhood for me. I've learnt my lesson very well. What's the point of giving out love, sincerity and honesty when all you get in return is one word,"HORRIBLE". Thank you very much for the reminder.

And also for the nightmare.