Moody Saturday.

All these while my Saturdays had been filled with the same routine which i always had enjoyed. Facial, massage, dinner ending with movie. Today was supposed to be the exact same routine but messed up when i had ran out of patient waiting. I've been hanging around the mall for a few hours before i meet the gang in the evening-its normal. I clearly DO understand that everyone has their own things to do at all time #fact. But not till a time when time was fixed at evening, u turn up late-2 hours from the time stated. Worst of all i was told that 'don't expect that ppl will even turn up at the time agreed'. I was like WOW.... i was fucking supposed to wait till all of u turn up????? And don't go telling me 'wat's wrong with waiting for a while' which i-don-know that in ur dictionary that a while stands for 2hours!. My GOD!

Pls kill me then. And all this just becox u said ' u pissed me off in the 1st place'. How the fucking old are u? Stil like 5 year old kids complaining????!!!! I know bcox i count on u guys to ferry me wherever we had to go. I understand & i'm thankful for that. I tried my best every time to help out as much as i could. Why am i always treated like this?

All i wanted is to be appreciated. If that's is so hard or i'm so fucking not worth it, then wat's the point of staying on???

iamCancerian.

I really fucking hate my horoscope. Hard outside but soft inside. Really makes me du9lan. At some situation, i tink i'm too kind and sincere to others when at some point all i get is treated with 'LingMong'(Lemon in canto).

Whispers.

When i was sleeping, i heard your voice. It was a whisper, so close to my ear that i felt everything in that particular dream was for real. Because i eventually hope everything in that dream was reality.


Could it be?

Vice Versa

My life is so funny till I can't laugh a shit out of it. Funny but its true! Rmb a few months ago's post about a bitch whom I hate so much has turned out to be a good fren to me. We no longer have bad comments or any sulky face towards each other. Instead I learnt a lot from her. When business wasn't so good, she constantly on mindsetting myself to think positively, like seriously. No wonder her sales are like bombs everyday! Now I can seriously enjoy my work during all ups and downs. Appreciated her advices.

Why vice versa? Becox my bestfren no longer is a bestfren anymore.. Things has changed, drastically and dramatically. I din want to, no one does. But that's the way how it had to be. I realized that it was easy to find a backup for my place. No big deal. Therefore, I pledged to not having any special bestfren in my life again. Instead, I prefer just closed frens like some of the Mohs. No more sisterhood for me. I've learnt my lesson very well. What's the point of giving out love, sincerity and honesty when all you get in return is one word,"HORRIBLE". Thank you very much for the reminder.

And also for the nightmare.