Adui life.

Life is so fan at the moment. Sales dropped and my sleeps has been interrupted every night due to massive wokeupness in the middle of my sleep.

PLEASELA!!!! Let me enjoy my sleep and rest ok. Fuck you problem!

Vice Versa

My life is so funny till I can't laugh a shit out of it. Funny but its true! Rmb a few months ago's post about a bitch whom I hate so much has turned out to be a good fren to me. We no longer have bad comments or any sulky face towards each other. Instead I learnt a lot from her. When business wasn't so good, she constantly on mindsetting myself to think positively, like seriously. No wonder her sales are like bombs everyday! Now I can seriously enjoy my work during all ups and downs. Appreciated her advices.

Why vice versa? Becox my bestfren no longer is a bestfren anymore.. Things has changed, drastically and dramatically. I din want to, no one does. But that's the way how it had to be. I realized that it was easy to find a backup for my place. No big deal. Therefore, I pledged to not having any special bestfren in my life again. Instead, I prefer just closed frens like some of the Mohs. No more sisterhood for me. I've learnt my lesson very well. What's the point of giving out love, sincerity and honesty when all you get in return is one word,"HORRIBLE". Thank you very much for the reminder.

And also for the nightmare.

Scars.

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And my scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassion's in my nature
Tonight is our last stand

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shouldn't ever come around
Why don't you just go home?
Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
And I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
Go fix yourself

I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Papa Roach.

Chap Goh Meh.

There goes another CNY for the 23rd year in my life. Urrgh....filled with all ups and downs. Meaning in the sense of enjoying GREAT happiness and also GREAT sadness. CNY was real happening with all the activities with the MOHs i.e. getting drunk, gambling, TV room, movies all at CEO, Jay Moh's house.Love it! A life that i do not wanna end!Got my brand new BOLD a few days ago and its lovely despite the fact that i have alot of exploring to be done. Forget about that part. I'm so not in the mood for happy things cox of extreme disappointment till when typing this post there is so much typo error that i had to check before even posting up.

Got to meet up with Dad, got my cheque and having lunch with family members. Could be a happy family day. Well, here comes the working days. No more MCs ok.

i wan happiness.

Human makes life complicated. I don need those complications cox they don make me any stronger but disappointed instead. Please don mess up my life as I'm just trying to live iit to da fullest before I die. An oso why is God being so fucked up unfair without blessing the necessities I needed. And U go and mess up the fully blessed people's life.. Wtf is wrong with u? Why so unfair? What did we do? Look what have U done

Chinese New Tiger Year 2010.

Every year i travel back to Penang for CNY by bus, but this year dunno why I just stop at Ipoh so that my dad can fetch me back to Penang. More comfortable ma.... And my decision proves me right!

The curls.

Went back to Ipoh for a haircut. Had a sudden urge to perm it. And it is suck ball!!!!!wtf. kenot tahan for sure. Will get it back to original state. So hate it! GRRRrrrrrrrr!!!!!